Brains: the continuing saga
Jan. 31st, 2019 07:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grammarwomanI got my walk in this afternoon, and it was delightful. I was bundled up in two layers from head to toe; the only part of the cold that was bothersome was my nose running, but that's what pocket tissues are for.
Here we are tipping over into February, and it turns out I am still nursing resentment from the holidays. I took off from work the week between Christmas and New Year's, and from the span of December 21st to January 1st I think I got all of a day as an actual vacation. The rest was spent decorating, cooking, shopping, wrapping, planning, driving, and being at other people's houses. My mom and dad were super grateful, even as it was occasionally weird and hard and awful without my brother there, but...*Sigh* And then my in-laws made me want to scream due to ongoing shenanigans and drama.
So I need to work on letting that go, which is hard, because I can nurse a grudge like nobody's business. I'm prescribing myself deep cleansing breaths and making lists of gratitudes. Like:
1) Our furnace has soldiered on like a trouper through this cold.
2) We had enough food in the house that we didn't have to make any emergency store runs.
3) I have a treadmill so I can get my steps in regardless of the weather.
4) The bills are paid and will continue to be paid for the foreseeable future.
5) Circumstances aside, it's nice having both of my boys home with me as I work.
6) I am lucky to have you guys as a sounding board and Team Me. Thank you!
TGTF!
Here we are tipping over into February, and it turns out I am still nursing resentment from the holidays. I took off from work the week between Christmas and New Year's, and from the span of December 21st to January 1st I think I got all of a day as an actual vacation. The rest was spent decorating, cooking, shopping, wrapping, planning, driving, and being at other people's houses. My mom and dad were super grateful, even as it was occasionally weird and hard and awful without my brother there, but...*Sigh* And then my in-laws made me want to scream due to ongoing shenanigans and drama.
So I need to work on letting that go, which is hard, because I can nurse a grudge like nobody's business. I'm prescribing myself deep cleansing breaths and making lists of gratitudes. Like:
1) Our furnace has soldiered on like a trouper through this cold.
2) We had enough food in the house that we didn't have to make any emergency store runs.
3) I have a treadmill so I can get my steps in regardless of the weather.
4) The bills are paid and will continue to be paid for the foreseeable future.
5) Circumstances aside, it's nice having both of my boys home with me as I work.
6) I am lucky to have you guys as a sounding board and Team Me. Thank you!
TGTF!
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Date: 2019-02-01 02:54 am (UTC)We didn't have a lot of snow left, just enough to cover large swathes of ground and iced over puddles, then it warmed up enough this afternoon to start properly snowing, and now everything is properly coated again. I'm not bonkers, it's not like I'm praying for hip-deep snow -- just enough that everything (especially the mud and dead grass) is covered in white.