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Stuck in the middle with me
May. 7th, 2010 02:48 pmI hate waiting.
...No, scratch that, I hate indeterminate waiting, waiting to see if something is going to happen already, or waiting for the potentially bad news. Knowing the future holds presents/a fun social gathering/visiting people I love? That's happy anticipation, a state I could luxuriate in for a long while.
Right now, though, I'm on the surly side, waiting to see if I'm going to get the rest of my FSA money back. I'm waiting to hear if my husband has called any traffic attorneys yet to deal with the situation that he got his third speeding ticket within a year's time. Then we'll be waiting to see how that shakes out, and how much it will cost us, and when he'll give up his bachelor car and get one that freaking works.
I'm waiting to finally get pregnant already, knowing some part of the delay is my reluctance to exercise and lose some weight. I'm waiting for my period to arrive and ruin my day on several levels.
I'm waiting for my current vid to reach that giddy, making-itself state like my first one. (It's a goofy romp set to TMBG's "Particle Man", starring McKay, Sheppard, and Ronon versus their Wraith opponents, and aimed at hopefully winning me some more vendor credit at the next Creation Con in Chicago this summer.) Right now, I'm realizing I don't have the whole of SGA intimately memorized and categorized like I do Farscape, so I have to hunt for those moments that I want to come next.
I'm waiting to stop feeling like such a wretched excuse for a mom/friend/person, and I'm really sorry for missing out on all your lives while I've been addicted to Mafia Wars. I think I'm in a mental place where I can ease up on it and hopefully let it go like I did with Kingdom of Loathing.
At least we don't have to wait anymore for news on kindergarten - the Emperor got into our first choice, and I am much relieved.
Buh. This is not the happy Friday afternoon post I was anticipating. Sorry. I think I'm gonna go work on my long-overdue![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
kink_bingo entry, so I don't procrastinate myself out of a bingo card in the next cycle.
Hope you all have a lovely weekend!
...No, scratch that, I hate indeterminate waiting, waiting to see if something is going to happen already, or waiting for the potentially bad news. Knowing the future holds presents/a fun social gathering/visiting people I love? That's happy anticipation, a state I could luxuriate in for a long while.
Right now, though, I'm on the surly side, waiting to see if I'm going to get the rest of my FSA money back. I'm waiting to hear if my husband has called any traffic attorneys yet to deal with the situation that he got his third speeding ticket within a year's time. Then we'll be waiting to see how that shakes out, and how much it will cost us, and when he'll give up his bachelor car and get one that freaking works.
I'm waiting to finally get pregnant already, knowing some part of the delay is my reluctance to exercise and lose some weight. I'm waiting for my period to arrive and ruin my day on several levels.
I'm waiting for my current vid to reach that giddy, making-itself state like my first one. (It's a goofy romp set to TMBG's "Particle Man", starring McKay, Sheppard, and Ronon versus their Wraith opponents, and aimed at hopefully winning me some more vendor credit at the next Creation Con in Chicago this summer.) Right now, I'm realizing I don't have the whole of SGA intimately memorized and categorized like I do Farscape, so I have to hunt for those moments that I want to come next.
I'm waiting to stop feeling like such a wretched excuse for a mom/friend/person, and I'm really sorry for missing out on all your lives while I've been addicted to Mafia Wars. I think I'm in a mental place where I can ease up on it and hopefully let it go like I did with Kingdom of Loathing.
At least we don't have to wait anymore for news on kindergarten - the Emperor got into our first choice, and I am much relieved.
Buh. This is not the happy Friday afternoon post I was anticipating. Sorry. I think I'm gonna go work on my long-overdue
kink_bingo entry, so I don't procrastinate myself out of a bingo card in the next cycle. Hope you all have a lovely weekend!
