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Goodbye, Blobby
I just got the test results back. The pregnancy test was negative.
We have a meeting with Dr. Asshole in September, so the husband and I have some talking to do before then about how to proceed with our last insurance-covered round of IVF. Like, do we want to spring right back into it? Or maybe wait a couple of months for me to get into better shape? Or consider donation eggs?
Needless to say, I'm pretty fucking disappointed, but I'm trying to maintain composure here at work with deflecting thoughts. I'd much rather get the negative now than another devastating loss at 6 weeks or 11 weeks or, God forbid, even further down the line.
Maybe later this week I'll be able to post about how great a time I had at Vividcon and all the wonderful people I got to meet and hang out with, the tremendous responses I received for my vids (mostly positive, some emotional-but-positive), and in general why it continues to be one of the highlights of my year.
Right now I'm just sick of crying at work.
We have a meeting with Dr. Asshole in September, so the husband and I have some talking to do before then about how to proceed with our last insurance-covered round of IVF. Like, do we want to spring right back into it? Or maybe wait a couple of months for me to get into better shape? Or consider donation eggs?
Needless to say, I'm pretty fucking disappointed, but I'm trying to maintain composure here at work with deflecting thoughts. I'd much rather get the negative now than another devastating loss at 6 weeks or 11 weeks or, God forbid, even further down the line.
Maybe later this week I'll be able to post about how great a time I had at Vividcon and all the wonderful people I got to meet and hang out with, the tremendous responses I received for my vids (mostly positive, some emotional-but-positive), and in general why it continues to be one of the highlights of my year.
Right now I'm just sick of crying at work.
