This helps a lot, thank you! Both the reassurance that I'm not alone in feeling this way, and the mindfulness of your two points.

I have to hang on the feeling of making the vids, being lost in the flow and looking up to see that hours have gone by, and remember how much I enjoy creating them and watching them when I'm done.

Knowing there's at least one other person out there who is smiling because of my vid is a wonderful viewpoint to keep in mind.